| it's been an interesting week. lots of changes are being made. ones that i don't like, but i'm sure are leaving me better off. throughout this whole thing, i've been astounded by God's goodness. He's placed the most magnificent people in my life. my parents have been there for me, behind me, encouraging me, talking to me when no one else will, and telling me to stop moping about it. Some friends have shown how much they really don't care, while others have have shown they care a lot. some of these people have surprised me. they were the ones i least expected to be there for me, listen to me, and give me advice. the support my twin showed wasn't exactly surprising, but i was definitely grateful for her listening ears, and advice. my Creator is taking my brokeness, and making it into beauty once again. throughout the disappointment i've experienced this month, Jesus has been my constant. He held me close to Him. He listened to my tearful pleas, and has supplied me with an insane amount of energy that has helped me through the grueling weeks. and the one thing i've wanted to know for a year and a half has sort been ansrewed. it's a funny feeling. "everything's falling, and i am included in that
oh, how i try to be just ok" "Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without
Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky" "rain, rain go away, come again another day. all the world is wating for the sun." "You're beautiful
Every little piece love, don't you know
You're really gonna be someone, ask anyone
When you find everything you looked for
I hop your life leads you back to my door
Oh but if it don't, stay beautiful" |
